Sunday, October 31, 2004

came home after staying over at my cousin's place. actually we din really meng ps2. we juz meng tv. wwe matches to be exact. so we call it the wrestling camp

today got my own ps2. hehe.

kk dun really feel like blogging

selected soccer results:
everton 1-1 aston villa
inter 1-1 lazio
Bilbao 1-1 Barcelona

so tt china girl huang na is dead. damn tt ah hao. sob. y kill the girl?

anyway ccb is really abnormal. abnormal as in, negatively. bullshit. crazy lunatic. not tt i have so much negative words, but hes really deserves them. firstly, on the last day of school, he shouted at the class. say wad, put ur bags outside when we doing cleaning. lame shit. and he did it in front of mdm ong. and when give baq results tt time, mdm ong praised us coz we third, n all other stuff. she also told us to be united or smth. then everyone cheering n making noise, tt ccb sat at the back, with his perverted n angry look. dunno wad the hell came over him. and yes, hes "obsessed" with mdm ong. shallnt reveal wad he said in case readers read n vomit.

kk tts all

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Thursday, October 28, 2004

today, i re-learnt tt the letters 'h' and 't' have whole new meanings. h for hell(when it meant hike), t for torture(when it meant trek). i used the word relearned becoz we experienced them b4 lar.

anyway it certainly was hell. yes, i mean hell, and pure torture. the routes were muddy, and it had to rain. haiz so u can imagine the hell we suffered. anyway i brought pringles crackers. one whole "bottle". anyway when i was about to open it, jiawei warned me tt pple will swarm. well, of coz i dun believe as i thot other pple would bring their own. budden i was wrong. within minutes, the whole "bottle" was gone. i din even have 5-10 pieces. lol

our class av msg is 1.66, but i heard tt 3i was nothing in the sec 3 cohort. erpz. anyway i really really hope tt i will get below 1.5

haha will ask liuzw to stick the head of my liuqin back. quite strange. practising without a complete liuqin these few days. all thanks to our senior affective consultant. haha, joking joking.

mdm ong praised us regarding carnival lor, coz we pia to sell our food. seriously, it is also the only time i see 3i so united. haha. kk

tmr will stay over at cousin's place to meng ps2. gd

haiz budden tmr can oni go home at 6pm. got co mah. actually not tt i dun look forward to co, but having to c liuzw on the last day of school simply dreads and sucks. hope zhi guang will come tmr so tt i wunt have to solo again. oh yea, suayu is getting more n more committed to sust. haiz so he will need to sacrifice co.

prays hard

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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

the first ever ortus carnival juz ended.

our food stall selling pasta n fried rice did surprisingly well. we even sold all our food by the end of the day, smth we hadnt expected. but the games stall was a disappointment. oni less than 10+pple came. lol. anyway we meng cover the presents with newspaper so tt they look big. but u open up, u oni find a pencil, or some highlighters:)

oh yea. they got corner for song dedication. hang hao chuien, thou not from ortus, go dedicate this: from hongfei to xiaole, ai4 ni3 yi4 sheng1 yi4 shi4(love u forever). haha damn funny. and he even set high score for bowling alley. LOL

and ya, our bowling alley certainly din sart well. b4 the thing started, gopal tt tut idiot came kao bei-ing. he say wad, cannot use coconuts. screw him lar. big lump of shit. in the end, mdm ong, mr tanhy, and ats went to talk to him. i think he went to complain to mr hon, but failed. IDIOT

in the end, 3i got third i think, for earning the most profits. i think we got third.

tmr sian. trek from bukit timah hill to mandai. sian diao

kk i really dun feel like blogging anymore. byez

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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

ortus carnival tmr. haha. our class bowling alley for games, and pasta n fried rice for food. lol. hope it will be successful

anyway the moment the bowling alley was set up, our class meng "try" out the game. even teachers like mr tanhy came. and i think mr goh came too. anyway, haha. i think the games shouldnt do too badly tmr.

anwyay i left for co oni at 3.30pm. junzhi n i thot hongfei went le coz his erhu missing. but we were wondering why his bag still there. and it turned out tt hongfei came in later than us. strange ar? anyway the moment i went in, saw chuhe n his moment of talks in front. so i went to back n tuned my instrument first.

anyway this morning, i placed my instrument on the table. then joseph sim came in, and say wad we muz arrange our classroom tables for duno wad government survey. then he dragged the table with my liuqin on it, and my instrument fell onto the floor. damn. and i din realised the head broke off until i opened it up. lucky it din affect anything. juz the image of the instrument. grrrr

oh yea, wex told me tt he had conflict with 4 3i pple. apparently he go n paste some posters in front of our stall. then irvin, ccb kevin n wilson came scolding. i told him:

ccb: f****r
irvin: tut
wilson: hes liddat when angry
kevin: extra

so, yea. btw conflict did happen in 3i. duno wad happened, melvin go slap kevin. lol dam funny. i think kevin accuse him of smth. smth liddat. duno

kk i think tts all. going off.

call me mr orton

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Monday, October 25, 2004

today was okay. eoya. the grooming course was quite ok considering how boring a typical class can get. so i am the autumn type huh? lol

anyway after tt was an afternoon of ps2 n soccer. haiz this weekend gonna stay overnight at my cousin's place n meng games. woot cant wait for holidays to start

kk tts all. dun really feel like blogging. anyway tmr got co. may be late coz ortus eoya ends at 4pm tmr. so yea, will c wad to do tmr...

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Saturday, October 23, 2004

today damn a lot of stuff. shallnt comment on morning as its totally sian diao. then afternoon, after grad day went cousin's hse meng ps2 then came home.

well, watched first half, or shld i say 20+min to 45th of norwich vs everton. kilbane + bent = norwich 0-2 everton. then went to watch sg idol ep 2, delayed telecast(rem the one which david went out?). and after tt, went to watch tt soccer match again, and its norwich 2-3 everton. woot 3 goals... anywayz final score also 2-3. acc to the commentators, mckenzie + francis = 2-2, b4 duncan ferguson made it 2-3. cool match

anyway speaking of sg idol, felt quite sorry for maia lee. i mean, she is good lor. why is she out? its like, the judges agree tt she gd, but needa change her genre. and tt christopher. he sux all the way, but somehow yesterday got improve. but i dun c how maia is worse than him. why did singapore choose one not-good guy who manages to improve over someone who is consistent?well, i guess its singapore's choice, and i hope they dun regret.

anyway gurmit singh talked abt some rumourswhich surfaced recently. haha.
1. is taufik going out with leandra?
2. is christopher going out with daphne(or isit olinda?)?
3. is maia going out with sylvestre?

lol talk abt rumours

6 remaining idol hopefuls, and here are my predictions
christopher: final 6
taufik: final 4
leandra: final 2
sylvestre: final 3
daphne: final 5
olinda: singapore idol

well, juz some predictions. may not be correct. oh well.

monday got wad grooming course. haiz sianz. but anywayz holis are worth looking forward to.

btw i am against co being held on tues instead of saturday. i mean, why squeeze 2 prac into a week? damn. like this, we rest for 1-2 days then gotta prac again. if its fri n saturday, then at least got a week to rest. but now? and tuesday is 3-6. screw lor. a whole day of fun wasted. if its saturday morning, at least got afternoon to enjoy. i am not saying co is not enjoyable. it rox. but, it juz somehow doesnt fit in. well, anywayz...

milan derby this weekend. who better to stop shevchenko and company than their arch rivals and one of my fav clubs of all times, inter milan? and man u vs arsenal. i tell ya, i hate man u so much tt i am going for an arsenal win. or at least they will not lose their unbeaten streak. not tt i like arsenal, but i simply HATE man u(except for some players lar...) and over at la liga, valencia vs real madrid(or isit the other way round?). talk abt a weekend full of power-packed action.

kk tts all.

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Friday, October 22, 2004

woot yesterday din blog. din feel like and nothin to blog abt. juz abt sg idol. anyway tt chris lee. piang first time see him praised. anyway results will be out in abt 30mins time. hope tt chris is out.

anywayz today games day. sux. some pple ponned. anyway played non competitive field soccer. our team very lan. got trashed around. anyway acc to wee chern we lost like 8-6? not bad. 2 goals oni. i scored two. wee also. fa shun scored one. which means 3i scored 5 between them. not bad ar? the result could have been nearer had it not been a tall guy in our team. crazy freak see me and wee chern clear and unmarked also dun wanna pass to us. instead wad did he do? he rammed at goal from way way out. LOL

anyway after tt went street see them play. alvin scored one goal. haha

anyway co prac. tt stupid liuzw dun lemme go orchestra coz i too lan. i dun deny tt fact, but zg din come so i desperately needa go as down dere no liuqin player. so yea, talked to her, n me and sua yu went lor. anywayz found out tt from now on, sat prac cancelled. instead tuesday 3-6pm.

ccb is getting arrogant. screw him. wad bio third or wad. screw him lar.

tmr grad day. stupid shit. ask me go to sch juz to stone there. grrrr. damn.

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Wednesday, October 20, 2004

juz realised thru emb tt friday the games day, they got wad field soccer, street soccer, table tennis and basketball. woot i wanna play in the soccer ones lor. but field soccer oni 14 per consortium, street soccer oni 8. wah piang. per consortium leh. if inter class i maybe got chance. but per consortium? nah i doubt so. i bet noone will ever give me a chance to shine lor. haiz. zibei. i really wanna play. but the gd thing is those not selected can play ur own games. but really got space to play liddat. haiz. i wanna play but no chances one lar. surely liddat one

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yo today lotsa things to talk abt. lemme start off with cross country.

cross country. my frens and i walked all the way. yes, all the way. until we see some banners then we started jogging, then went carpark then ran. haha so not so tired. milo truck swarmed. expected. i din get any milo. not very tiring anywayz

so came home with yanmin in a taxi. i mean we dropped off at bukit panjang plaza. then we saw wex and his gym fren in front of us in a taxi. lol. could have took with us and split cost rite. anywayz we went food court, bought some stuff and went our separate ways. i went home, then went my cousin's hse to meng ps2. haha not addicted but its really damn fun. smackdown 5 lar duh. lol his friend went 8 matches unbeaten until the 9th match. vs me. beat him with batista. haha. then batista went 10 matches unbeaten. wah fun! the season mode also damn fun. here comes the pain.

and i juz rem that this saturday of planned activities also forgone. i had wanted to go out with my family last sat, but postponed becoz of open hse. now, tt damn grad day. suay suay kena chosen to go. screw. so how? pon ar? maybe i will do tt. i mean, i wunt. i go dere, hum a bit, then siam. no prob for me. tentative plan is to get my dad to get my things home after ep3. as in my instrument n bag. then go dere empty handed. wanto siam also easier wad. and yea, i wunt stay for entire event. one of the lucky dudes (acc to mdm ong) chosen told me tt he planned to pon. lol din want any trouble so wunt do tt.

wwe taboo tuesday. roxxor. jericho lost to shelton benjamin. lol as i predicted, two good guys squared off. anywayz shelton rox! then gene snitskey beat kane in a chain match. two crazy guys. haha. and yea, hhh defeated hbk after tt sore loser edge came baq to spear hbk. dun really care.

tt leaves la resistance vs benoit n edge. LOL. edge walked out on benoit halfway thru the match. LOSER. but but but, benoit forced rob conway to TAP OUT to win the tag titles. cool! and yea, eric bischoff kena shaved bald! haha. and tt loser coach also got forced to wear a dress. cool man.

shallnt elaborate on the diva matches.

and yea, lastly. wee chern, i hope you are reading. RANDY ORTON VS RIC FLAIR. steel cage. great match. in the end, i think ric flair tried to hit orton with a chair, but orton ducked and hit the RKO in legend-killing style to send flair to defeat. YEA!!!

kk i think tts all. tmr inter vs valencia. (or isit valencia vs inter?) really hope inter will win. hope lar hor.

RKO

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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

wow getting excited at tmr's taboo tuesday. i mean, its cool. we get to vote stipulations and opponents for matches! i voted for chris benoit to challenge hhh. batista to challenge jerocho. wanted to vote for shelton benjamin, but din wanna see two good guys fight, so instead went hoping for a batista loss. voted for lead pipe for kane vs gene snitskey. loser shaves bald for eugene vs eric bischoff. and yes, steel cage for RANDY ORTON vs RIC FLAIR. wee chern, watch how ur mr flair kena trashed. as for the diva matches, cant rem wad i voted for. dun care anywayz. hu wanna see catfights in the first place?

i think i shld have voted for shelton benjamin as the crowd wanted him after watching raw. oh yea, koped from a wrestling forum:

"Another issue worth noting is the fact that WWE.com's poll only uses "cookie protection" and not "IP protection." Thus, voters can delete cookies and continually input their choices for the show, unfairly shifting results in a desired direction. "

woot. gonna try tt.

today went cousin hse play ps2. cool then went bangkit buy smackdown 5. finally. then played. sd 5 is great i tell u. goldberg is invincible coz i trashed everybody with him. not tt i like him. the others i shallnt elaborate. anyway goin dere tmr after cross country i hope. speaking of cross country, not looking forward to it. gonna suck. stamina deproved like siao. tmr sure cant even make it outa the forest tack then stop n walk le. haiz.

anyway gonna change my votes now.

i want to buy play station 2!!!!! but damn, not enuf money n dun wanna trouble my parents. so how???

ps2...

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Monday, October 18, 2004

bio: 60.5
eng: arnd 66
phy: 67

kk quite okay lar. except bio. duno whether they convert to 45% tt time got round up anot. determines whether my grade is a2 or b3. hoping they will round up.

and phy. mr tan made a joke outa my answer. he said my answer champion answer for tt bicycle. rem tt qn asking why light frames are on the wheels or smth? yea. apparently i thot it is referring to the light as in tt which emits light. but actually it is referring to light as in small in mass. lol. then mr tan laughed at it in front of 3l n 3i. he din mention my name lar, but jong said my name out loud. so the class laughed at me. erpz. apparently mr tan told me on saturday abt my champion ans and i told jong, tts y he knows. so yea, quite funny. i think abt it also laugh.

woot. my cousin bought ps2 yesterday. he oni took 2 games outa 7 coz no games left. so nexyt time then take. today went his house play ps2. winning eleven 8. piang. damn zhai. images, player likeliness, gameplay, all damn zhai. wah i addicted le. tmr going again to play. all the latest transfers. wayne rooney, edgar davids, and many more. damn zhai. juz wondering how he always manage to score in the last minute against my inter and arsenal, condemning my inter to defeat in pk kicks, but my arsenal managed to hold on for a silver goal victory. not tt i like arsenal. but playing smth like the big clash next week. wah damn envious now. anyway hoping to buy a ps2. i really want it. my mother promised me one if i managed a 1.5 or below. but i very good boy. dun waste money mah. haha. kk.

btw i left a water bottle half filled with water under my desk from the first day of my exams (chi paper 2). so i told jong tt if my bio mcq got 20(needed for overall a2), i would drink the water left overnight for like 2-3 weeks. haha in the end i got 19. but overall 60.5. mr goh said will round up. means maybe got hope of a2. anywayz i drank it up. haha. gd

english haiz. screwed up paper 1. dun talk abt tt le. gonna play cm now. byebye

selected soccer results:
inter milan 3-1 udinese --- inter my fav club
leeds united 1-0 preston north end --- leeds my fav club
numancia 1-3 levante --- ian harte at levante
espanyol 0-1 barcelona --- admire barcelona's playing style. likes saviola too bad he kena loaned out
arsenal 3-1 aston villa --- villa my second(or shld i say third) fav clubhaiz. lee hendrie scored first lor. caused me to lose 50cents to zhi guang.

next week:
milan vs inter (or isit inter vs milan?) anyway same lar. both same stadium. so no home advantages or away disadvantages for either teams. go adriano go. go vieri go. go emre go. go davids go. go stankovic go. go toldo go. go inter go!

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Sunday, October 17, 2004

got a new handphone cover today. my parents insisted tt i change my old oh-piang cover. my sister she obviously wants tt new cover but pretend pretend in the end got home, snatch my phone to play. so i needed to charge the phone for 8-10 hours. so will charge at 9pm today and take it off at around 7-8am tmr.

anyway went plaza. got wad baby contest. relative taking part. in the end dun wanna wait so went home earlier. i mean went back to my grandma hse b4 coming home now.

if i am not wrong tmr muz reach sch at 940am. bio!!! arghh die die die. muz get 62 for an overall a2. a1 is beyond me so aim for a2. praying hard. phy also. praying hard. eng muz get 70!!! praying had as well.

wahlau more n more pple faking me here. at wilson's tag board also. grrr damn.

kk pearl harbour later. duno whether to watch or not. two parts leh. sounds big n interesting. maybe i'll watch. maybe

praying hard

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haiz i muz admit tt arsenal are too unstoppable and red hot for aston villa to handle. watching them expertly come back after villa took an early lead was like, erm, sick. i celebrated when villa scored. but haiz who knows wad happened next? but i seriously dun think tt villa deserved to lose althou arsenal dont too. anyway villa still rox. postma was a gd replacement for the injured sorensen. then liverpool tt match also crazy one. fulham lead 2-0 at half-time, only to lose 4-2 at the end all thnx to the brilliance of second half subsitute xabi alonso.

watched wwe halfway then dun feet like watching so wento sleep.

italian new-boy-wonders suffered their first loss of the season, thanks to my most hated club in italy, juventus. to think they oni managed a 2-1. i duno why i hate juventus so much. dunno

i am desperately seeking to improve my street soccer skills after one month of rust

but now i am praying hard for at least 62 each for chem n physics, and 70 for english. praying hard. pls let me. pls.

praying hard

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Saturday, October 16, 2004

damn tired now

open house is tiring. perform from 10 to 4, slacking here and there. and i mean it, it sux. anyway lunch tt time, went play street. vs some npcc guys. wah ji baoli lor they. anyway me + 2 sec twos totally cant match them. anyway sec two oni wad. if sec three come sure can match rite? anyway minkai n his volleyball friends came, and joined. lol. then too tired to cont, so i stepped out.

oh ya. as i walking back to the concourse, saw mr tanhy walking past. he saw me, then pointed his finger at me and said "u champion answer ar!". LOL gave me a shock. then i saw jong, kope mr tan's hp no from him n smsed him to find out wad he meant. no reply, and i saw him later. found out he referred to the bicycle answer. when asked is tt the oni qn, he said "yes, but u made my day". haha. ok lor. at least i knew i passed, but tts oni enuf for a miserable b3. anwayz, i also knew i passsed bio when mr goh said "no lar. u are not tt bad yet" when i asked him whether i failed. but he did niao me regarding the light reaction qn.

monday will be a killer. getting back all remaining scripts. scary. phy n bio are enuf to kill. praying hard for a 62 for both bio n phy. i really really need a 62. plsplspls give me tt. praying damn hard for it. and english. praying for a 70. seriously, i am praying hard. oh god...

damn tired now. gonna watch arsenal vs aston villa later. believe me. arsenal's god-knows-how-many-matches-unbeaten-record will be broken. yes, they will lose. or at least they wunt win. then watch wwe, then sleep. kauz damn tired now, dunno why

k so jerry is out. good thing, but i wonder how sylvestre is worse than christopher in eyes of singaporeans. and how did leandra get second last. dun understand. chris shld be out, followed by jerry. so if singapore keeps voting chris in, next week may jolly well see one gd person out. kk not by business anyway.

will meng cm now. realised oni had 40mins for it. so, tts all.

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Friday, October 15, 2004

ok so my chinese got 71. k quite happy with tt. anyway wasted 4+ hrs for co to start.

abt 130+, went street. play a match. was goalie. apparently i made a fool outa myself. the ball was rammed towards goal, and i stuck a foot in an attempt to stop the ball, but the ball slipped under my foot and into the net. arghh ji malu. anyway not entirely my fault rite. the ball so baoli and even if i din stick out my foot, i will not seem as a schoolboy blunder. anyway lucky oni sikai saw, so my reputation not ruined yet. anyway i did make several saves in the past wad. haha so wilson dun laugh at me.

"Wallaby: Lionel, dun jump to conclusions hor..." dunno wad hes talking abt.

anyway more n more pple faking tchs teachers. mr hon is next. haha. its getting ridiculus.. anyway ccb this morning straight away piss me off. i accidentally knocked onto a table he also kaobei. i played with the chair on a table he also bu shuang. aiya damn him.

watchiing double happiness now. good show man

yesterday watched a bit of singapore idol. watched maia, chris n jerry. i must say i admire jerry. kena niao like siao but still can smile n take criticism with a smile. then tt chris kena niao until wanna cry le. lol. maia not bad. i think i will support taufik n maia. haha. but realised tt wex is rite. maia oni knows how to flaunt her body. but criticism from judges are gd, and i think she n taufik will make it. chris is out in my opinion.

kk tts all. gonna watch sg idol n play cm. byez

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Thursday, October 14, 2004

chem. haiz. got only 65. but maybe overall can get a1. or at least a2. anywayz hoping for <2.0 this year.

anyway chi could be today 8am, but someone told me tt kpo ccb told mr honyp tt we cant. damn him lor. then tmr muz come back at 830am, and i have to wait for like 4+hrs b2 co starts? grrrr, and if i dun get at least 70 for chinese, i think it will affect my mood for the rest of the day. haiz. plsplspls. i pray to god. gimme at least a 70. i am pleading u. haiz. damn worried. haha

anyway today after they took baq maths, went staff room. see mdm ong. she said she din mark our papers so duno mark. anyway she asked hu failed maths. tt ccb. screw him. he say wad xx, xx, max and danny failed. and he smirked and smiled when he talked abt max n danny, indicating tt he is happy tt max n danny failed. in front of mdm ong somemore. freaking bastard. who the hell does he think he is? a******. f*****g bastard. pple fail he happy wad lan? why he so guai lan? the two of them only merely joked abt him harmlessly. wad the heck? pple fail he smirk, then he ownself fail, then he cry. shit him.

then i think mdm ong quite unhappy at his comments. she said to him, dun be surprised if u failed ur english paper 1. i think he wrote out of point. ha. shallnt curse him here, in case it affects my grades. anywayz who ask him so guai lan.

anyway went to the nobel prize winner's talk. nearly fell asleep. haha. damn a lot of qns from the hcjc pple. anywayz, yea. then went home.

and ya one more thing. more n more pple impersonating chs teachers. latest is mr paul ho. whoever tt is, stop it. its not funny. u want post, use ur name. dun fake other pple.

kk tts all. pray hard for chinese paper.

oh yea, ireland beat faroe islands 2-0. results could have been more than 4-0, had liam miller and andy reid not played rugby when presented with chances. haha anyway, three points for the irish, and they are at the top of the table ahead of goal difference. france beat cyprus 2-0, but not enuf to overtake ireland. the only thing i bu shuang is tt roy keane played. idiot!

so shall play cm now, then 10pm watch wwe smackdown till maybe 11+ or 12, then slp till 645am and go school tmr. kk pray hard for chinese tmr. i really need a morale booster, and lets hope its chinese.

praying hard

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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

wah juz now went play soccer. suxxor. play like an hr then went home. ok, i did play like 15mins of ps, then my cousin's fren sorta pissed me off, so yea. i went home.

watched double happiness juz now. wah ji funny.

funny scene 1
the meili(patricia mok) wento the other shop to pulll customers over. she say wad jian ren, then the customer said jian ren means bitch. woot. haha. not funny, but i laughed.

funny scene 2: abduction scene
lol tt yaozu played boxing with the baddie. haha ji funny. jump here jump there, in the end kena knocked out. laughed like siao.

got other funny scenes but i forgot. so anyway, HAHA

tmr check chem. haiz zibei. shallnt think much abt it. anyway our class oni ccb got full marks for section a, and apparently he din get a1. he was so happy his section a full marks lor. damn him. section a full marks but in the end still no a1, is zibei till the limits.

did i mention tt i will wake up at 2+ to support ireland? yes, i will say it again. i will do it provided my alarm doesnt spoil. so probably will sleep at around 9+? haha ji slack. but tts the time i sleep during exams.

k so will forget all my zibei-ness, meng games for an hour, slack a while, and good nitesz everyone!

sheer depression

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WOOT!!! oral defense is over. i went home at like 830? and reached home at around 910? whoo shiok!

anyway i dun think i did well. b4 tt was panicking. well, go in dere, fears all gone, but i din have time to present my interview results b4 they stopped me. btw my judges were mr paul ho n ms yaphb. LOL. they stop me in the midts and ask me smth. duno whether counted as time anot. anyway i juz presented my interview during Q & A. anywayz, ms yap seemed surprised when i told her tt i got 70+ so far. grr wads tt suposed to mean?

co prac this fridat. screw. its like after exams lor. then one full day of saturday gone, all thanks to the primary six. open house. haiz. after exams still use our time. damn lar.

my grades after adding ace and term tests (just assumptions):

english: a1 /2
chinese: a1/2
maths: a1
bio: b3 (i need a pass for end of years to get b3)
phy: b3(need a pass also)
chemistry: a1/2(65 and above =a1, and since mr lim said my chem >2.5...)
humans: a1

kk sounds impressive? nah. it sux. my exams are screwed. if not for ace, i duno wad will happen. seriously.

kk dun think abt tt le. tmr get back chem papers then zibei. gonna play soccer later. anyway many pple thot tt soccer is dangerous now tt one poly boy died while playing street. but since when has that stopped the future inter custadian between the posts?

kk tmr gonna wake up at 2am, play games till 3, then watch ireland play faroe islands. haha hope they win, and they shld win. faroe islands shld be piece of cake.

k byez!

+_________[[1:19 PM]]__________+

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

so it all boils down to this. oral defense

getting pissed with it. cant finish in 4mins, and dunno wad to put in it. guess will have to leave everything to fate. grrr. anyway juz found tt i wasted lotsa space in one whie card. my no of cards can be reduced by two to three times. in the end, sued 10+ cards. haiz. waste. words too big, waste too much space. but anywayz, yea.

so after tmr, duno wad to expect. darn the open house. use up my satrday time. haiz

kk gonna slp now

nitez everyone

sheer depression

+_________[[10:41 PM]]__________+

written exams over. case of celebrations? i dun think so. for me, the nightmare has juz started. and i mean it. i feel no sense of accomplishment, no joy or excitement when the paper was collected back. haiz. depressed.

anyway chinese, the fill in the words + zaoju are surprisingly easy. oni one word duno how to write. but cloze and compre and summary, killer. esp the compre. haiz shallnt talk abt it

lol i damn bu shuang jeremy ong. he go backstab me, and this time it affects me a lot. grrrr

oral defense. ms cheong not at table. how? the speech. think wil do tonight. but do tonight how to memorise in time? hmmm. anyway i will reach school by 630am tmr. gives me more than an hour to memorise my script. but i still dun feel secure if i nvr memorise by tonight.

code: G0732
reporting venue: 2C
exam venue: 2D

kk so after chi exam, went to kap with ivan n algernon. dun bother to wait 5min for lunch, so settled for breakfast. some ex 2j-ians went there 30 mins b4 us, and waited for lunch menu to be served. LOL

then saw ccb come. haha. went to look fer his girl friends. haha. source of gossi. then someone *keeping name discreet* went up to him and said dun flirt. haha danm funny:)

then came home. shall slack from now till 8pm b4 going online 2 do od speech.

byez

sheer depression

+_________[[1:20 PM]]__________+

Monday, October 11, 2004

look at the time now. the time now is 10pm, exactly 10 hours away from being free from sufferings for the sec threes, at least until we get back our results.

grrr took such a looooooooooong time to sign into msn messenger. dunno why

chinese. spent 2+ hrs on it at night. not feeling confident abt it at all, but gonna go dere, do my best, and prepare for oral defense, the final battle. yea...

+_________[[9:57 PM]]__________+

exams made me realise the art of smoking. during phy and bio today, i crapped and smoked my way thru.

damn a lot dunno how to do. a lot of pple commented on how hard and tough the paper is. damn. all the time spent on memorising beer wine bread n stuff, in the end all nvr come out. come out wad, everything i din study. lol i am screwed. at least i will pass, i think, which means at least 1 b3... but considered a lousy result. haiz exams screwed up.

tmr last exam day except od. not looking forward to it al all. as i said, no mood to celebrate end of exams. i rem last yr, i was so estatic and excited at end of exams, but this year? haiz i cant say i am glad or happy tt exams ended. duno why. depression state

apparently msn cannot sign in. duno why. this morning around 11+ am i took 3 attempts to sign in. and it auto disconnects me. now also liddat. duno wads wrong.

and chi exam tmr. all the stuff i memoed, forgot all liao. juz revised a bit. left with the gay san shang n xia, + san shang zaoju to be studied later in the night. the chengyu i give up. dun care le. aiya i basically leaving everything to luck and try to look for ward to the rest of the week. i plan to play all the way to sunday. and i mean play, as in go out n play. so will spend lesser time at home. yea.

so yea. for us sec 3s, or at least for me, end of exams doesnt mean celebrations. it only means no more heavy mugging. so i made a resolution for next yr, tt i will pia for one whole year, for every mini test to secure my place in hcjc, or shld i say hwa chong institution. yea.

lol if u have been following the news these past few days, one poly guy played street until he died, and he played as my favourite position. yes, the goalkeeper. lol no lughing matter. speaking of soccer, i looking forward to it. will play soccer on wednesday, no doubt, and as well as friday n saturday. desperately need to display my skills n see if they have rusted.

btw ireland battled to a brave 0-0 draw in paris, against france. cool man, and to think they could have won had john o'shea not somehow sidefoot an easy goal wide. anyway i am so proud of the irish, and will wake up at 2.55am on thursday to watch them play faroe island. yes, i will do tt. hopefully i will have reasons to celebrate.

sheer depression

+_________[[4:37 PM]]__________+

Sunday, October 10, 2004

juz when u think u are mature enough to handle anything that appears on tv, think again. i am saying this becoz of wad happened last night. was watching some chinese movie when a small clip of two pple gaying in the toilet appeared. juz a flashback, but its enuf to freak me out. dunno why, it bothers me. yes, literally freaked out. so not wanting it to affect my mood, i switched off the tv at 12am when i intended to watch till 2am.

so this sets me wondering. are we able to take anything tt comes our way? teenagers nowadays can handle violence or sexual stuff on the tv, but wad abt homosexuality? i hadnt thot tt i wunt be able to handle these scenes until yesterday. well i know i shun be letting these affect me b4 going to be slaughtered by bio tmr, but juz penning down my thots.

anyway came home from grandma hse at 3pm, 3 hrs earlier than usual. my sis complained abt her unfinished revision. lol. as if she is the only one taking exams in this whole wide world. grrr anyway come home i also wunt study. no movitation to do so. will probably play. did i mention t i hate mugging in the afternoon? haha. anyway after tmr's bio ended, will pia home, and pia oral defense speech. then at night will pia chinese. so yea. tuesday needa present to ms cheong.

still the pessimistic me. jong is right. pessimism prepares u for the worst, and optimism oni hurts u more. tts wad happened to me. i thot i would get at least 70, but look wad happened. so not very optimistic abt phy, anyway wads there to be optimistic abt for a killer paper? so yea, wunt expect too much outa eoy results.

pls pls pls, give me my first ever msg of below 2.0 at this year's end of years. i know even if i get tt i will still be at the bottom, but pls let me. i came soooo close...

+_________[[4:12 PM]]__________+

Saturday, October 09, 2004

bio i am left with last chapter. haiz damn lag. but gd thing is tt i broke records for studying today. studied for more than 6 hours. haha. broken into 3 phases of coz. it may look normal to u, but very gd to me liao. anywayz t studied for more than 4 hrs for chem n phy and still din do well. so givin up hope in studying

past few days have been busy for me. grrr. anyway have a full filled post exam schedule. wednesday to saturday all filled with activities. but not looking forward to them. coz of my sucky results. i know these few posts have been pessimistic, so bear with it.

and did i mention tt i am selected to attend grad day? screw. i dun want. sec one tt time, then 1i pple mass pon. sneaked out. this year, mdm ong picked 1 3 5 7 9 11 13 15, and instead of going on to 17, she picked 16. damn. y y y? i have to go. noooo

anyway france taking on ireland today. will stay rooted for my idols in my sleep. yea. haha. 3am leh. and i will probably be glued to the tv till 2, so cannot watch or else next day no energy to mug. anyway wish ireland good luck. and one more thing, roy keane is NOT welcomed back. hes a bloody bastard who thinks highly of himself . cocky idiot. i hate him.

kk watching tv now. got some clone movie going on. haha. then will wtach wwe at 1am. yes, 1am. till 2 am. then sleep. till next day then mug for bio. kk byez

crestfallen

+_________[[9:55 PM]]__________+

lol i juz studied chapter 5 of bio, microbio. grr damn a lot to memo. haven memo all thou. anywayz, bought the white cards ms cheong requested

countdown to next wednesday: 4 days. not looking forward to it AT ALL. maybe i shldnt have requested for jong n algernon to ask for my chem marks. its bothering and demoralising me right now. depressed. anyway end of exams only meant no need to mug, but the state in which u await ur horrid results is still worrying and depressing. i mean, chem i got b4, n its like, damn lor. gotta look for more marks to ensure tt i get a1 for the overall grade. i need abt 64 to 65 btw. anyway, phy i think i will barely pass. hoping for at least 60+, but tts impossible. so likely to be around 50. haiz. damn the sciences

still pondering over format of chinese paper 2. jeremy ong said its 10 for words, 15 for zaoju, 20 for cloze, 30 for comprehension, and 25 for summary, and it nicely adds up to 100. but the paper 1 is only 90 marks, and the total is 190, not 200. so where is the extra 10 marks gonna come from???

oh yea yesterday, wilson went to look for ms yeohj. arrapently he thot mdm lokelf is ms yeo and called wrongly. haha. ji funny...

anyway i still damn depressed. haiz

+_________[[11:05 AM]]__________+

Friday, October 08, 2004

still couldnt snap out of my state of depression

juz had conversation abt od, with ms cheong present. mass conversation in fact, with lotsa pple. so yea, we needa come up with od speech by tuesday. can look for her monday or tuesday. jong n i goin on tuesday, coz we intend to do on monday, so yea

anyway pple are faking teachers' names on my tag board. go c urself. tt onglp post is definitely fake. tt mr lim post, dunno yet. anyway wondered whether wilson told mr lim my blog.

anyway i damn slack today. read a bit bio oni. haiz, bio dunno wad will happen. feel damn guilty when slacking. anyway, haha

watched last ten min of sg idol. saw david leaving. dunno who the heck is tt. anyway, jiahao said all the other 8 advanced. lol. anyway, taufik is cool, sylvestre is cool with his ah beng look.

so yea, still damn depressed.

depression

+_________[[9:56 PM]]__________+

my feelings and emotions now:

crestfallen
depressed
worried
no mood to celebrate end of exams
pessimistic

ok so juz now was english paper 2. in front was easy. but summary was a killer. haiz. dammit lar. how? anyway ms cheong did us a big favor by postponing the mrp talk to monday. gotta thank her for tt, coz now we dernit to wait in school for 2+ hrs.

*crestfallen

+_________[[11:42 AM]]__________+

Thursday, October 07, 2004

grrr i wanna cry already. algernon n jong asked mr lim over msn abt chem marks and stuff. arghh apparently i got between b3 and b4. noooooooo. algernon say i below 2.5, jong said i b3, haiz. both cases equally as bad. looks like my hopes of getting below 2.0 are fading.

+_________[[9:54 PM]]__________+

Monday, October 04, 2004

sick n tired of this.

over at tag boards, pple are faking me name. at first, its wilson and his harmless impersonation. tt, i dun mind. but they are getting vulgar, and its not wilson. exerpt from thomas' blog:

liionel: helooooo! eh link me okay boss cya ! WHOOP ASS.

omg i swear its not me, and i am not so vulgar online one, esp when pple are free to browse. and one more thing, from now on whenever i post on pple's tagboard, i will use the name interleeds, not lionel anymore. so if pple use the name lionel, its probably a fake.

i know i shun be concerned abt this in the midst of exams, but oh well...

+_________[[10:19 PM]]__________+

haiz damn worried now. pretty much screwed up my chinese paper one by not writing hou guo. some say dernit, some say need. haiz, got me damn worried. maybe i shld take mr chew's advice and go home straight away after exams. haiz.

+_________[[11:22 AM]]__________+

Sunday, October 03, 2004

will make this quick.

so nothing happened. typical sunday. tonight muz speed up revision. haven touched on the formats for tmr's chi paper. and will read some of my essays which got me high marks. and hope the topics for tmr wunt stumble me.

c'mon guys. all of u talking abt the fact tt the countdown to exams from today is less than 14hrs? scary isnt it? ha think on the bright side. consider this. countdown to end of exams: 10 days. after this 10 days, may all the constant mugging over the past three weeks pay off. god is fair. fer those who studied real hard and put in lotsa effort, may gd grades befall you.

probably will study chinese paper 1 format later. + the mole concept for chem. haven started tt yet. quite lag, but chem i got 2+ days to study mole and do some past yr papers. so yea. wad i m most woried abt is bio actually.

will probably sleep by 10pm, or maybe even earlier. need enuf rest.

good luck guys!!! se you ALL in IP next year!

+_________[[6:26 PM]]__________+

after an hr of mugging, i am finally left with a few pages of zaoju, chem mole, and bio here n dere to wrap up my revision. will probably restudy everything b4 the exams itself. so yea, but still damn worried abt exams. wad if i derno how to write tmr's essay topics? a lot of wad if's going thru in my mind now. muz stop imagining these stuff now n concentrate on mugging.

will blog again tonight. btw my rashes faded off already.

+_________[[9:19 AM]]__________+

Saturday, October 02, 2004

ok so today basically sux.

got rashes thanks to the hot hot weather. my skin damn itchy. scratch till a lot of red spots. then my specs broke. yes, broke. the lenses dropped out. lol. so went greenridge plaza and c doctor, fix specs. got an injection. the injection did wonders. yes, wonders. my skin no itchy anymore. the red spots faded.

then was told tt specs earliest tmr den can get. tmr go get the stand by specs to last me for exams, then after exams then get new ones. so now me wearing my previous specs which is like 50-100 degrees or even more lesser than my current. so yea. not very clear. so guess have to make do with it.

on the bright side, i left oni cheng yu zao ju. quite an acomplishment, at least fer me. may not be fer u. filtered out cheng yu to study. so yea, shld complete by tmr

suddenly feel damn scared abt exams. grrr damn worried tt i wunt do well. but i will, and i must. tts the correct attitude to adopt. but of coz deep in ur heart, a voice tells u to stop dreaming and work towards ur goal of gd grades. so, haha.

i will end here.

btw s'ton 0-0 man city.

good thing of the day: cant think of anything gd
bad thing: obvious. rashes

+_________[[10:18 PM]]__________+

today basically sux. woke up at 10+. argh no time to mug le. dammit.

then go mug chinese. bloody pissed. study finish, forget. esp the san xia words. grrr cant take it anymore

anyway i juz found out tt the imposter is wilson, if i am not wrong. erpz

will post again at night, when i have more things to say

anyway last night watched friday the 13 part 3. doesnt make sense. derno wad happen when the girl woke up in her boat. wadeva lar. dunno wad happens in the end. lol. lame movie. then wwe unforgiven. i thot its today. well nvm. watched two matches, then slept. tired. they are benoit and regal vs batista n flair. then jericho vs christian. yea, tts all

+_________[[1:40 PM]]__________+

Friday, October 01, 2004

ahh today nothing much happened lar.

first thing in morning, ms cheong came to class. asked me, yuan jun, kep and xingzhou to go c mrp. wah not bad. got an a1. a great relief. so yea, not so worried abt tt liao.

went back to class, saw mdm ong askin us to rearranging table fer exam seating arrangement. then, to commerate children's day, she treated us to a piece of cake each. haha. not bad eh? so i ate one piece.

then borrowed jeremy's phy tys. was doing, then ccb's irritating voice rang. calling pple to do duty or smth. he so noisy how to study? so i said: "shut your mouth!". then suddenly the class burst into laughter. laughing at my comments. haha to think my voice so loud from the back also can hear. haha. so yea.

first three periods were slack. paul ho, slack as usual. then maths, equally as slack. then recess. then geomorph. slack as well. ah wrote chain letters to wee chern. then jong vetted them b4 passing to wee chern. so yea. so fun. haha. was laughing, but had to control my laughter. so cant to think of it, first 5 periods including recess were slack. haha. half the day leh. then english. she came in, briefed us on the eng paper 1, then gave back the compre. everyone did badly. a lot failed, me too. luckily she said no counted, or it will pull down my marks badly.

chinese, mr hon came in n told us chi paper one. slack period. then last period also slack. bio. did our own work. then mr goh told hf n melvin tt it is a possibility tt pple will be deexempted. aiming at the two of them, who were apparently exempted for bio. thot he joking, but wilson said tt jiang zhou from 3j kena deexempted. haha. lol. so yea, wrote two deexempted letters to hf. vetted by algernon. then hf threw on ground. so picked up, changed name to melvin, and asked jj to pass to melvin. ji funny. he crushed the paper. so yea.

then bell ring. went home. mugged a bit on chinese. finished san shang. not bad eh? so here i am, blogging. tt sam tan called me, for god knows wad reason.

good thing of the day: nothing really good
bad thing: nothing bad either

+_________[[5:36 PM]]__________+


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